my story has become to long to tell. i`m 20. i`m homeless in mexico, hitch-hiking back to the states now. i`m a genius. i am "i saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness," but even more than all that, i am genuine. genuine is what i am. i don`t have a place to go. the pain in my spine, which has been gradually worsening for many years, has improved a little with consistant excersise from hiking all the time, but my ability to sleep only diminishes and deminshes. i am awake or dreaming at all times, my dreams... there are these visions as well...

write me, try to get to know me better. esalen looks like the place i need to go, but i don`t have the money nor the means to get the money, to stay for more than a few days, and that`s not going to do it. i would love to get a job there. can someone get me the hook up?